an update i guess

I applied for summer classes, yaaaaaaaassssssss
it's more than i have now actually, and no figure drawing this time around, but i am gonna take film production, so that might help me out. i'm not gonna really talk about what i'm taking because that's not really interesting, but point is i'll have more to do than what i do now and hopefully my situation will improve, because things right now are rather ehhhhhhhh and i seem to be having a hard time with putting effort into things because the amount of rejection or lack of success or something has finally gotten to me. 

hoping nothing goes wrong with the registration this time, because i've had that happen to me more times than should be.

I don't know if I'll get a job. I'm a professional at Not Getting Hired. If there was a job for that, I'd be suuuuuuuuuper rich and i could buy a new house and a yacht and a house on my yacht and not have to worry about getting a job, because i'd be so rich from my Not Getting Hired abilities, and i could get that vacation i could probably use. 

If that doesn't work out, might do some volunteer things or something. But anyways yeah, looking forward to June but also not looking forward because I don't even want to think about what's going to happen to my house. I should try and look at positives, because life is a bit of a tricky spot for me right now. At least I'll get to see my friends over the summer, and I'll have something fun to do with college. Hopefully I can figure out a longer-term plan for what I can do while I'm still at this college (I'd love to transfer already, you have no idea).

I'm still drawing, believe me, but right now I don't really feel much like posting much.