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Hay hay hay, i'm still alive yes and doing alright, better than i have been over the past couple months

Been doing an absolutely terrible job when it comes to keeping up with drawing lately, which isn't a good thing, but I'll get back to that.

In summer school, so I got that, and in addition to that, I've been trying to teach myself a few new skills that may or may not be somewhat related to art? Probably most of these endeavours will be musical, despite how very flaky I am when it comes to learning instruments. Been trying to teach myself some other things that I'm not really gonna go into detail about because I'm still trying to figure it out myself and i have vague ideas but i'll get there, i'll get there. Still, the idea of finding some other things to work on has made me feel a lot better about how shitty last semester was. I need to find something I can stick to, because I seem to have a hard time with that. I still have no idea what the fuck I'm doing, but at least I feel somewhat better because of the realization that I have the ability within me, the ability to be completely inept at other talents!!

So far, I've had to drop out of one class because I'm absolutely terrible at politics, but otherwise, summer school seems to be good. Running in the California heat (going into the 100s) and pushups on burning astroturf in the middle of a drought is great, it's great. in all seriousness, i actually do like the exercise, save for the ridiculous heat (i don't get why we can't do running indoors???). And at least with this, I have a goal in mind to lose weight. The idea of being able to reach any goal at this point sounds great, but maybe i'll just finally reach that goal that I've never really managed to get. I'll probably end up not taking that so seriously later on as I get busier but it's something.

as for the house situation, i have no idea what's going on there nor do i think it's really worth worrying about at this point. 

I'm really too distracted to know what I'm doing. It's taken me about four days to write this because my mind is always wandering from one place to another, and i seem to be absolutely terrible at getting things done because of it, but at the very least, i feel a little better because I'm doing more now than I was over the past couple of months. So as for drawing, I'll get back to it, but right now I'm trying to figure out what else I should be doing.
First off, I apologize for all the rambling vagueposts lately that I've been posting and deleting in futile attempts to describe whatever's going on in my life right now. It's kind of difficult for me to explain because it's confusing, but to put it as simply as I hopefully can, it's that I'm fine, but personally I'm kind of in a slump and I'm trying to figure things out, and I don't really feel like posting my work because I haven't done too much outside of classwork, and I'm not really even happy with the classwork. So until I figure things out and get it together, you're probably not going to be seeing me post much. Might be a couple weeks, might be another month or two, who knows? I know I probably should be posting and drawing more, but right now I should try to remotivate myself and also figure out life. 

The good news is that the semester is over once I take finals, and I have classes over the summer, but honestly, even though I'll have more classes over the summer than I did this semester, it'll probably feel more like a break. Been getting frustrated with figure drawing and so I'll keep practicing but I think it might be a little bit before I can take the class again (well I mean, it's not offered over summer anyway but I don't think I'm ready to move on to Studio level).

So yeah, it might take me a while before I feel like posting again, but I'll be back.
I applied for summer classes, yaaaaaaaassssssss
it's more than i have now actually, and no figure drawing this time around, but i am gonna take film production, so that might help me out. i'm not gonna really talk about what i'm taking because that's not really interesting, but point is i'll have more to do than what i do now and hopefully my situation will improve, because things right now are rather ehhhhhhhh and i seem to be having a hard time with putting effort into things because the amount of rejection or lack of success or something has finally gotten to me. 

hoping nothing goes wrong with the registration this time, because i've had that happen to me more times than should be.

I don't know if I'll get a job. I'm a professional at Not Getting Hired. If there was a job for that, I'd be suuuuuuuuuper rich and i could buy a new house and a yacht and a house on my yacht and not have to worry about getting a job, because i'd be so rich from my Not Getting Hired abilities, and i could get that vacation i could probably use. 

If that doesn't work out, might do some volunteer things or something. But anyways yeah, looking forward to June but also not looking forward because I don't even want to think about what's going to happen to my house. I should try and look at positives, because life is a bit of a tricky spot for me right now. At least I'll get to see my friends over the summer, and I'll have something fun to do with college. Hopefully I can figure out a longer-term plan for what I can do while I'm still at this college (I'd love to transfer already, you have no idea).

I'm still drawing, believe me, but right now I don't really feel much like posting much.
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hi yes natalie is still alive and drawing but doesn't really wanna post much for now so
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The sale of the house has been postponed until June, so at least I shouldn have to worry much about moving out while dealing with college since I'll be out by then. There's still gonna be people seeing the house and the for sale sign is still there, but yeah. Of course, I'm still trying to plan out what I can do over summer, figuring out what college class I can take and applying for jobs. Luck hasn't really brought about any drastic changes for the better, but things are okay at least. I'm kinda tired of the lack of improvement and just tired in general, but things are gonna be ok, and I still have people who care about me <3, so thank y'all for being here while I deal with all this.
Hay hay hay, i'm still alive yes and doing alright, better than i have been over the past couple months

Been doing an absolutely terrible job when it comes to keeping up with drawing lately, which isn't a good thing, but I'll get back to that.

In summer school, so I got that, and in addition to that, I've been trying to teach myself a few new skills that may or may not be somewhat related to art? Probably most of these endeavours will be musical, despite how very flaky I am when it comes to learning instruments. Been trying to teach myself some other things that I'm not really gonna go into detail about because I'm still trying to figure it out myself and i have vague ideas but i'll get there, i'll get there. Still, the idea of finding some other things to work on has made me feel a lot better about how shitty last semester was. I need to find something I can stick to, because I seem to have a hard time with that. I still have no idea what the fuck I'm doing, but at least I feel somewhat better because of the realization that I have the ability within me, the ability to be completely inept at other talents!!

So far, I've had to drop out of one class because I'm absolutely terrible at politics, but otherwise, summer school seems to be good. Running in the California heat (going into the 100s) and pushups on burning astroturf in the middle of a drought is great, it's great. in all seriousness, i actually do like the exercise, save for the ridiculous heat (i don't get why we can't do running indoors???). And at least with this, I have a goal in mind to lose weight. The idea of being able to reach any goal at this point sounds great, but maybe i'll just finally reach that goal that I've never really managed to get. I'll probably end up not taking that so seriously later on as I get busier but it's something.

as for the house situation, i have no idea what's going on there nor do i think it's really worth worrying about at this point. 

I'm really too distracted to know what I'm doing. It's taken me about four days to write this because my mind is always wandering from one place to another, and i seem to be absolutely terrible at getting things done because of it, but at the very least, i feel a little better because I'm doing more now than I was over the past couple of months. So as for drawing, I'll get back to it, but right now I'm trying to figure out what else I should be doing.

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