i should have done more in high school and taken senior year more seriously. i have quite a few regrets, and i'm at my wit's end after so many rejections because i'm not qualified enough. i don't know what to do at this point and it's starting to feel hopeless. i'm trying to ride out this impatience until i can deal with hearing what's wrong with me but i can't stand hearing the same things over and over again. i can't take it anymore. i'm absolutely stuck and it's hard for me to focus on stuff and i get careless. i'm forgetful to what other people say and i don't feel much like talking.
also does anyone know anything about the constant urge to tap your foot rapidly, because i'm finding myself doing that a lot lately.