Hay hay hay, i'm still alive yes and doing alright, better than i have been over the past couple months
Been doing an absolutely terrible job when it comes to keeping up with drawing lately, which isn't a good thing, but I'll get back to that.
In summer school, so I got that, and in addition to that, I've been trying to teach myself a few new skills that may or may not be somewhat related to art? Probably most of these endeavours will be musical, despite how very flaky I am when it comes to learning instruments. Been trying to teach myself some other things that I'm not really gonna go into detail about because I'm still trying to figure it out myself and i have vague ideas but i'll get there, i'll get there. Still, the idea of finding some other things to work on has made me feel a lot better about how shitty last semester was. I need to find something I can stick to, because I seem to have a hard time with that. I still have no idea what the fuck I'm doing, but at least I feel somewhat better because of the realization that I have the ability within me, the ability to be completely inept at other talents!!
So far, I've had to drop out of one class because I'm absolutely terrible at politics, but otherwise, summer school seems to be good. Running in the California heat (going into the 100s) and pushups on burning astroturf in the middle of a drought is great, it's great. in all seriousness, i actually do like the exercise, save for the ridiculous heat (i don't get why we can't do running indoors???). And at least with this, I have a goal in mind to lose weight. The idea of being able to reach any goal at this point sounds great, but maybe i'll just finally reach that goal that I've never really managed to get. I'll probably end up not taking that so seriously later on as I get busier but it's something.
as for the house situation, i have no idea what's going on there nor do i think it's really worth worrying about at this point.
I'm really too distracted to know what I'm doing. It's taken me about four days to write this because my mind is always wandering from one place to another, and i seem to be absolutely terrible at getting things done because of it, but at the very least, i feel a little better because I'm doing more now than I was over the past couple of months. So as for drawing, I'll get back to it, but right now I'm trying to figure out what else I should be doing.